Some stories just hit different. Welcome to The Dark Finds Podcast, hosted by writer, true crime creator, and psychology enthusiast Gary Colton. Each episode takes you deep into the world of those who’ve lived through — or created — something extraordinary. From fighters, musicians, and war veterans to cult survivors, ex-cons, psychologists, and entrepreneurs, we explore the lives of people who exist on the edge of the norm. Through honest, often raw conversations, we uncover their journeys, insights, struggles, and what drives them.
At its core, Dark Finds is fueled by one obsession: understanding human behavior in all its forms.
This week's episode is a first for me, where we try to solve a murder live on the show. I'm joined by American politician, Mike Gatto, who served in the California State Assembly from 2010 to 2016.
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Takeaways
Mike Gatto's father was murdered in 2013, a shocking event that changed their family forever.
The book 'Noor by Necessity' aims to shed light on the experience of victims' families.
The crime scene showed no signs of forced entry, raising questions about the motive.
Witness accounts described a suspicious individual resembling an Eastern European hit man.
Multiple theories about the murder exist, but each has its flaws.
The emotional impact of the murder has strained family relationships.
Law enforcement's approach to the case has been criticized for its lack of progress.
The importance of community involvement in solving unsolved cases is highlighted.
Mike emphasizes the need to explore every lead, no matter how painful.
A reward of $50,000 is offered for information leading to an arrest.
Keywords
murder, crime, investigation, family, justice, Los Angeles, true crime, unsolved, podcast, Mike Gatto, Hollywood, cold case, unsolved murder.
Today, I’m thrilled to be joined by Harold Schechter, acclaimed true crime author and historian, known for his deep dives into some of history’s most notorious killers.
Harold has written extensively on figures like H.H. Holmes, Albert Fish, the Bath School bomber, and other infamous criminals, blending meticulous historical research with gripping storytelling.
In this episode, we explore the psychology of serial killers, delving into the origins of true crime, the psychological underpinnings of violence, and what society’s fascination with crime reveals about us. We discuss the nature of psychopathy and the macabre crimes of Ed Gein.
For anyone intrigued by the human mind, the history of crime and serial killer, you wont want to miss this one.
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Harolds's books π
My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now π§¨
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Dark Finds Book π
Takeaways
Keywords
true crime, Harold Schechter, psychology, serial killers, Ed Gein, violence, catharsis, psychopathology, cultural reflections, crime literature, mass murderers,
Today, I’m thrilled to be joined by bestselling author Gregory A. Freeman, a master of historical true crime and untold wartime stories.
We’ll be diving into his incredible book, The Forgotten 500, which tells the gripping story of over 500 allied airmen shot down over Nazi-occupied Yugoslavia during World War II. With the help of local villagers and General MihailoviΔ’s Chetnik forces, these airmen were hidden from German troops and rescued in one of the largest airlift operations behind enemy lines—a story of courage, ingenuity, and ordinary people doing extraordinary things.
Gregory also shares insights into his research, the untold heroism of the people involved, and the dramatic real-life events that make this story both haunting and inspiring.
Links
My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now π§¨
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Dark Finds Book π
Takeaways
Finding untold stories is a challenge.
Darker aspects of history reveal human emotions.
Researching historical narratives requires factual accuracy.
Survivor stories often highlight acts of kindness.
The political landscape during WWII was complex.
Personal accounts can change perceptions of history.
War often brings out both the worst and best in humanity.
Storytelling can be a cathartic experience for veterans.
Historical narratives can influence modern relationships.
The search for new stories continues despite challenges.
Keywords
history, storytelling, WWII, forgotten stories, survival, MihailoviΔ, Tito, personal narratives, historical writing, empathy
Today, I'm joined by Dr. Katherine Ramsland, a prolific author and professor of forensic psychology. She specializes in extreme offenders and has authored numerous books on the subjects of serial killers, crime scene investigation, forensic science, and mass murder
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Dr. Ramsland's books π
My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now π§¨
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Dark Finds Book π
Takeaways
Catherine Ramsland has written 73 books, showcasing her extensive knowledge.
She emphasizes the importance of taking time before entering college to find one's path.
Forensic psychology is a growing field that gained popularity after high-profile cases like O.J. Simpson.
The BTK killer, Dennis Rader, is an outlier among serial killers, challenging common profiles.
Psychopathy is a spectrum, and not all psychopaths are criminals.
Humiliation plays a significant role in the motivations of many serial killers.
Ramsland believes in preparing for opportunities that may arise unexpectedly.
The complexity of human behavior makes it difficult to categorize serial killers into neat boxes.
Ramsland's work includes both fiction and non-fiction, blending her expertise with storytelling.
She is currently working on a crime fiction series and a documentary about an accomplice to a serial killer.
Keywords
Keywords
Catherine Ramsland, forensic psychology, true crime, BTK killer, psychopathy, criminal psychology, Dennis Rader, serial killers, psychology, philosophy, psychopaths, psychopathy
On today's episode, I sit down with Scott DeLuzio, an army veteran who served in the Connecticut Army National Guard as an infantryman between 2005-2011 and was deployed to Afghanistan in 2010.
Scott discusses the challenges veterans face, including mental health issues and the search for purpose after service. He highlights the importance of community support, the complexities of combat experiences, and the role of humor in coping with trauma.
During his deployment, tragically, Scott became a Gold Star Brother when his younger brother, Sergeant Steven DeLuzio was killed in action while they were both deployed only miles apart from each other in Afghanistan. Scott’s experiences in combat and the loss of his brother have fueled his passion for veteran advocacy and honoring the legacy of those who served.
After returning home, Scott struggled with PTSD, grief, and the transition to civilian life. Determined to address the mental health challenges facing veterans, he launched the Drive On Podcast, now in its fifth year with over 450 episodes.
Links
My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now π§¨
Patreon ππΌ
Dark Finds IG π
Dark Finds YouTube Channel π¬
Dark Finds Book π
Takeaways
The Drive On podcast aims to help military veterans transition to civilian life.
Many veterans feel isolated and struggle to find purpose after service.
Mental health issues can vary greatly among veterans, even in similar situations.
Traditional therapies may not work for everyone; alternative methods should be explored.
Community activities can provide healing and support for veterans.
Finding purpose in life is a continuous journey for many individuals.
The stigma around mental health is slowly changing in the military community.
Dark humor is often used as a coping mechanism in the military.
Writing can be a therapeutic outlet for processing experiences.
The bond between service members can provide crucial support during and after service. It's common for brothers to serve together in the military.
Deployment brings both pride and anxiety for families.
Life on base can be surprisingly luxurious compared to combat zones.
Training prepares soldiers for many scenarios, but not all.
Grief can manifest in unexpected ways during combat.
Returning home after loss is a complex emotional journey.
Storytelling helps preserve the legacy of lost loved ones.
The media's portrayal of war often misses the reality.
Finding a personal way to grieve is essential for healing.
Living life fully honors the memory of those we've lost.
Keywords
military veterans, mental health, podcast, transition, combat experience, community support, humor, patriotism, storytelling, personal experiences, military, deployment, family, grief, legacy, combat, Afghanistan, brotherhood, war stories, personal journey
Today, I'm joined by Vennie Kocsis, the author of Cult Child, who shares her harrowing experiences growing up in the cult, Sam Fife The Move. Vennie discusses her early childhood, the transformation of her mother into a cult member, and the psychological trauma that ensued. She reflects on the cult's beliefs, the abuse she and other children endured, and the lasting impact of these experiences on her life. The conversation also touches on the intersection of cults and government, the ongoing legacy of Sam Fife's cult, and the importance of healing and awareness for survivors. We delve into the predatory tactics used by cults, the impact of shame and trauma on identity, and the importance of therapy in recovery.
Links
Vennie's Books π
My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now π§¨
Patreon ππΌ
Dark Finds IG π
Dark Finds YouTube Channel π¬
Dark Finds Book π
Takeaways
Keywords: cult, memoir, trauma, abuse, Sam Fife, Vennie Kocsis, childhood, disassociation, survivor stories, psychological impact, cults, trauma, shame, spirituality, healing, identity, therapy, self-discovery, mental health, recovery
Today, I’m thrilled to be joined by bestselling thriller writer Alice Hunter, whose gripping novels delve deep into the minds of serial killers and psychopaths. Alice takes us on her fascinating journey from nursing to working as a psychological facilitator in the prison system, to finding her passion in writing. She shares how her work explores psychopathy, criminal psychology, and the fine line between nature and nurture. We talk about the meticulous research that goes into her books, psychopaths and serial killers, and what it’s like to see her stories adapted for screen.
Alice's books - https://www.amazon.co.uk/stores/author/B08CGX25N8
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Dark Finds Book π https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTj
Takeaways
Thrillers often explore the dark side of human nature.
The fascination with serial killers may stem from a desire to understand them.
Psychopaths can be highly manipulative and charming.
Working in a prison can change one's perspective on crime and criminals.
Writing can be a therapeutic outlet for personal experiences.
Research is important, but fiction allows for creative freedom.
Alice Hunter's journey from nursing to writing is unique and inspiring.
The adaptation of books to screen can differ significantly from the original story.
The relationship between genetics and criminal behavior is complex.
Alice Hunter's writing process involves detailed planning and character development.
Keywords: thriller, serial killers, psychopathy, writing process, true crime, manipulation, nursing, prison, psychological thriller, Alice Hunter
In this episode, I sit down with one of motorsport’s most charismatic and candid voices — Guenther Steiner. From a young boy with a fascination for cars to becoming a key figure in the high-stakes world of Formula 1, Guenther takes us through his remarkable journey.
We dive into his early passion for racing, the tough breaks and breakthroughs that shaped his career, and the realities of what it takes to succeed behind the scenes — from sponsorships and networking to the art of the pitch. Guenther also reflects on the massive global impact of Netflix’s Drive to Survive, and how it reshaped public perception of F1.
With his signature honesty and humor, he shares sharp insights on the contrasts between rally and Formula 1, and why storytelling is just as crucial in the boardroom as it is on the track.
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Guenther Steiner, Formula 1, motorsport, Drive to Survive, rally, networking, sponsorship, career, passion, talent
On this weekβs episode, Iβm joined by Karen Conti, an attorney who spent seven months representing serial killer John Wayne Gacy during his final death row appeals.
Karen shares what it was like to sit across from one of Americaβs most notorious killers, his humor and coldness alike. As Gacyβs only female attorney during his 14 years on death row, she also opens up about the unique challenges she faced as a woman practicing law in the 1980s and β90s.
We dive into Gacyβs crimes, his disturbing psychological profile, and the family dynamics that shaped him. Karen also offers her insight on some lingering questions of whether or not Gacy acted alone. So buckle up for this one, and remember if you're liking the podcast, please subsribe, comment, rate and share with others.
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On this weeks episode I'm joined by a good friend of mine, Brian Whelan who shares his journey from growing up in a small town in Ireland to becoming a successful real estate broker in New York City. He brings us through the challenges and rewards of working in a hyper-competitive market, the importance of resilience and mindset, and the value of building relationships in sales.
Broker Brunch Podcast ππΌ https://open.spotify.com/show/24KJ3040mJcqP794xV3Azx?si=598e29eb97214ceb
How It Falls Apart Kickstarter here π https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thriller
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Dark Finds Website ππΌ www.darkfindsmedia.com
Takeaways
Success in real estate requires hard work and persistence.
It's essential to compete against yourself, not others.
Building relationships is key to sales success.
Understanding client needs is more important than having all the answers.
The immigrant mentality fosters a willingness to take risks.
Health and stress management are crucial for long-term success.
Finding balance between work and personal life is vital.
Momentum is built through small, consistent actions.
You can always find a way to overcome challenges.
Gratitude and perspective are essential in navigating life's ups and downs.
real estate, New York, resilience, mindset, immigrant mentality, sales success, health, stress management, personal growth, opportunity
In this episode, Fergus Kennedy shares the profound journey of uncovering his family's history, particularly focusing on his father's harrowing experiences as a prisoner of war during World War II. The discussion delves into the emotional and physical struggles faced by POWs, the brutal conditions of the Japanese camps, and the resilience of the human spirit. Fergus reflects on the importance of storytelling in preserving history and honoring the legacy of those who endured unimaginable hardships. The conversation highlights themes of survival, family, and the quest for understanding one's roots.
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Takeaways
Ballybunion, River Kwai, World War II, POW, family history, resilience, survival, Japanese camps, Death Railway, PTSD
Today, we're diving into the chilling and complex world of cults with one of the most respected voices in the field: Rick Alan Ross. Rick is the founder and Executive Director of the Cult Education Institute and is widely recognized as a leading authority on destructive cults, high-control groups, and controversial movements. Heβs also the author of the acclaimed book Cults Inside Out: How People Get In and Can Get Out.
Since 1982, Rick has been studying and confronting the dangers posed by authoritarian and manipulative groups. His work has led him to testify as an expert witness in courts across the U.S., including in federal cases, and he has advised law enforcement and government agencies on cult-related matters.
In this episode, we explore it all β from the infamous Waco siege and the Branch Davidians, to the modern-day manipulation of NXIVM. Rick shares firsthand insights into how cults operate, the psychological tactics used by their leaders, and the difficult journey of deprogramming those whoβve been caught in their grip.
Weβll also discuss:
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Rick's book π https://cultsinsideout.com/
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In this episode, filmmaker J.W. Cox shares his journey through the world of filmmaking, discussing his favorite movies, the blending of genres, and the importance of building tension in storytelling. He reflects on the evolution of cinema, the technical aspects of filmmaking, and the challenges faced in the industry. Joe emphasizes the significance of education, the impact of financial literacy on student debt, and the value of pursuing one's passion in the arts. They discuss the importance of practical experience over formal education in creative fields, the transformative impact of AI on jobs and the arts, and the cultural richness of Appalachia.
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Joe's Website - https://averagejoefilms.com/
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Takeaways
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In this episode, SFF and horror writer Anthony Ryan discusses the inspiration behind his novel Red River Seven, touching on the influence of the pandemic and the complexities of crafting villains. He explores the blurred lines between heroes and villains, the impact of cultural and historical contexts on writing, and the pursuit of happiness in modern society. Anthony shares insights into his writing journey, the transition from self-publishing to traditional publishing, and the importance of establishing a writing routine. The discussion also delves into the allure of post-apocalyptic fiction and the endless idea generation process that fuels his creativity.
Anthony's website ππΌ https://anthonyryan.net/
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Takeaways
Red River Seven, Anthony Ryan, writing process, villains, heroes, post-apocalyptic fiction, happiness, cultural reflections, traditional publishing, idea generation
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In this episode, we discuss various pressing global issues, including the potential for World War III, the societal impacts of pandemics, and the mysteries surrounding prion diseases and the disappearance of the racehorse Shergar.
We also delve into the portrayal of zombies in media, the psychological effects of torture, and the role of special forces in modern conflicts. In this conversation, the hosts delve into the authenticity of war stories, the rise of operator literature, and the psychological profiles of serial killers, particularly focusing on Andre Chikatilo. They explore the nature of evil, the complexities of human behavior, and the impact of childhood trauma on adult actions. The discussion highlights the intricate relationship between personal history and criminal behavior, emphasizing the need for understanding rather than mere condemnation. In this conversation, the hosts delve into the dark world of serial killers, focusing on specific cases such as Dean Corll and Aileen Wuornos. Lastly, we discuss the innocence of the victims, the investigative oversights that allowed these killers to operate, and the psychological aspects of confession and manipulation.
Descent Into Darkness YT Channel - https://www.youtube.com/@DiD86
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Takeaways
The threat of global conflict is more pronounced than ever.
Prion diseases are a serious health concern with no cure.
The mystery of Shergar's disappearance remains unsolved.
Zombies in media often blur the lines between fiction and reality.
Torture can lead to false confessions and severe psychological consequences.
Special forces operate under extreme pressure and secrecy.
The portrayal of military operations in media can be misleading.
Public perception of global events is heavily influenced by social media.
Understanding the origins of diseases can help prevent future outbreaks. The authenticity of war stories is often questioned.
Operator literature has become increasingly embellished.
Psychopathy can manifest in extreme behaviors.
Childhood trauma plays a significant role in shaping future actions.
Andre Chikatilo's life reflects a complex interplay of factors leading to his crimes.
Narcissism can drive individuals to commit heinous acts.
Profiling can be a crucial tool in identifying serial killers.
Confessions can be elicited through psychological manipulation.
The case of Dean Corll highlights the horrors of predation.
Accomplices can be groomed and manipulated into participating in crimes.
Understanding the nature vs. nurture debate is essential in criminal psychology.
Aileen Wuornos's case reveals complexities in female serial killers.
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Brianna Lafferty shares her remarkable journey from a career in construction to becoming a death doula after a life-altering near-death experience. She discusses her struggles with myoclonus dystonia, a rare neurological disorder that affected her from a young age, leading to significant mental health challenges. Brianna's story highlights the importance of surrender, self-love, and the interconnectedness of physical and spiritual health, ultimately illustrating her transformation and healing through adversity.
Brianna goes on to share her profound near-death experience (NDE) and the insights she gained about life, death, and the nature of existence. She discusses the various dimensions she encountered, the purpose of the creator, and the significance of pain in finding one's true purpose. Brianna emphasizes the importance of self-reflection, the transformative journey after an NDE, and how volunteering can lead to discovering one's authentic spiritual self.
The episode explores deep philosophical questions about existence, judgment, and the human experience, offering listeners a unique perspective on spirituality and personal growth.
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Dark Finds YouTube Channel for more dark long-form content -Β https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannel
Dark Finds book -Β https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTj
Dark Finds website - www.darkfindsmedia.com
Takeaways
Brianna transitioned from a construction career to becoming a death doula after a near-death experience.
She experienced myoclonus dystonia, a rare neurological disorder, from a young age.
Brianna's journey involved struggles with insomnia, anxiety, and depression due to her condition.
She felt a strong sense of impending death before her near-death experience at age 25.
Brianna's surrender during her illness led to a profound transformation and healing.
Her near-death experience brought her peace and clarity, changing her perspective on life.
Brianna's story highlights the importance of self-love and acceptance in overcoming challenges.
She emphasizes the need for community and support for those with rare conditions.
Brianna's experience reflects the interconnectedness of physical and spiritual health.
Her journey illustrates the power of surrender and faith in the face of adversity. All religions seek to help people contend with life's pain.
Experiencing love and energy beyond the physical realm is profound.
Death is a transition, not an end to consciousness.
Our essence exists beyond the physical body.
Earth offers a unique blend of experiences, both painful and joyful.
The creator desires to experience through us.
We can find purpose in our pain and trauma.
Volunteering can lead to discovering one's purpose.
Transformation often requires deep self-reflection and exploration.
The journey to authenticity is unique for everyone.
Keywords
Brianna Lafferty, Myoclonus Dystonia, Near-Death Experience, Spiritual Journey, Construction Background, Mental Health, Personal Transformation, Death Doula, Healing, Life Challenges
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In this powerful episode, Brent Cassity opens up about his dramatic fall from corporate success to federal prison β and the remarkable personal transformation that followed. Once a high-flying CEO, Brent shares how his father's incarceration foreshadowed his own, and how the weight of shame, stigma, and regret nearly broke him.
Through raw storytelling and hard-won insight, Brent reflects on the emotional toll of the plea process, the collapse of his business, and the surreal moment he stepped inside prison walls. But what followed wasnβt just survival β it was the beginning of something redemptive.
We dive into his concept ofΒ "Nightmare Success,"Β the lessons he's learned about identity, second chances, and the quiet power of purpose. Brent also discusses the writing of his book, the strength he drew from his family, and why he now advocates for reform and compassion in the justice system.
This is a story of loss, reckoning, and the unbreakable human will to rebuild.
Brent Cassidy's website - https://brentcassity.com/#hear-the-stories
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What you'll learn
Keywords
inmate stories, criminal justice reform, redemption, personal journey, family impact, incarceration stigma, nightmare success, reentry challenges, business leadership, legal battles, victim, survivor, prison, business decline, plea agreement.
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In this conversation...
Jonathan Schwartz shares his profound journey from childhood trauma to a successful career in business management within the entertainment industry, followed by a devastating fall into gambling addiction and embezzlement. He discusses the impact of unresolved trauma on his life, the lessons learned during his time in prison, and his commitment to helping others struggling with addiction and mental health issues. Jonathan's story is one of resilience, redemption, and the ongoing journey of personal growth.
Jonathan shares his harrowing journey through addiction, particularly gambling, and the subsequent path to recovery. He discusses the mindset of a gambler, the emotional toll of addiction, and the importance of personal accountability. Jonathan reflects on his time in prison, the growth he experienced, and the role of spirituality in his recovery. He emphasizes the need for societal change in how addiction is viewed and the importance of forgiveness and understanding in the healing process.
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Dark Finds book -Β https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTj
Dark Finds website www.darkfindsmedia.com
Takeaways
Jonathan Schwartz, childhood trauma, gambling addiction, embezzlement, recovery, business management, entertainment industry, mental health, addiction therapy, personal growth, addiction, gambling, recovery, redemption, mental health, spirituality, personal accountability, prison, forgiveness, self-sabotage, Gary Colton
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In this conversation, I sit down with Andrew Sanders to explore the cyclical nature of conflict and war, examining historical patterns, the role of security as a resource, and the impact of media on public perception. It delves into the radicalization of individuals, particularly in the context of the IRA, and discusses the implications of internment and inequality in Irish Republicanism. The discussion also touches on necropolitics and the manipulation of state power, drawing parallels to contemporary issues. This conversation delves into the complexities of the Northern Ireland conflict, exploring the fragmentation of paramilitary groups, the justifications for violence, and the impact of identity and diaspora support on Irish Republicanism. We reflect on the historical context of the Troubles, the perceptions of violence, and the lasting impressions from interviews with individuals on both sides of the conflict.
Andrews books - https://www.amazon.co.uk/stores/Andrew-Sanders/author/B005CSPUIC?ref=ap_rdr&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=true
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In this profound conversation, David Ditchfield shares his near-death experience following a tragic accident on a train platform. He recounts the harrowing moments leading up to the accident, his journey beyond pain, and the transformative encounters with beings of light. David reflects on the nature of existence, the power of the soul, and the lessons learned about time and love. His story offers hope and insight into the afterlife, challenging conventional beliefs about death and consciousness. In this conversation, David Ditchfield shares his profound experiences surrounding his near-death experience (NDE) and how it transformed his life. He discusses the intersection of science and spirituality, the creative expressions that emerged from his NDE, and his evolving perspective on life and death. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of understanding consciousness, the role of art and music in expressing spiritual journeys, and the necessity of preparing for death as a natural part of life.
David's website - https://www.shineonthestory.com
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In this conversation, I sit down with Jesse Crosson as he shares his journey from a troubled youth spiraling into addiction and crime to finding solace and self-discovery during his time in prison. Jesse spent 19 years locked up, and discusses the tension and violence that permeate prison life, the struggle for education, and the impact of a scarcity mentality on rehabilitation efforts. He reflects on his journey to freedom through education and mentorship, the emotional challenges of reentry into society, and the importance of community support. Jesse also highlights the transformative power of education in reducing recidivism and the need for systemic change in the prison system.
Jesse's website - https://jessecrosson.com/my-story/
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thriller, addiction, redemption, prison, mental health, social media, self-discovery, justice, personal growth, overcoming adversity, prison life, education, recidivism, mental health, nonprofit, social media, rehabilitation, pardon, emotional journey, community support, Jesse Crosson, Gary Colton, Dark Finds
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In this episode, I sit down with Char Helliker to explore the fascinating world of mediumship, discussing its definition, the ancient connections to spirituality, and personal experiences that have shaped her understanding of the spirit world. Char shares her journey of awakening, the role of faith, and the influence of substances on spiritual experiences, including the healing potential of plant medicine. The dialogue delves into the challenges of navigating spirit communication and confronting darkness, particularly in relation to addiction. In this conversation, Char and Gary explore the profound connection between spirituality, gratitude, and the energy of Mother Earth. Char shares her experiences with grief and love, emphasizing the importance of setting boundaries and protecting one's energy. They discuss the power of the mind in healing and the necessity of spiritual practices in modern society. The conversation culminates in a discussion about reincarnation and the eternal nature of existence, highlighting the need for community and connection to nature.
Char's IG - https://www.instagram.com/heal_with_spirit/reels/
Char website - https://www.healwithspirit.co.uk/
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In this episode, I sit down with author and TED X speakers, Claire McAuliffe. Claire shares her experiences as a cult survivor, discussing the gradual process of becoming involved in a cult, the psychological manipulation at play, and the personal struggles she faced. She highlights the role of predictions made by cult leaders, the fear instilled in members, and the societal changes that influenced cult dynamics. Claire emphasizes the importance of understanding vulnerability and the impact of fear on decision-making, as well as her journey towards reclaiming her identity and voice after leaving the cult. If youβre liking the podcast, please subscribe, rate, follow, and share it with others. π
Claire's book - https://www.amazon.com/Lessons-Cult-Survivor-Claire-Ashman/dp/0648263401
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In this episode, Gary sits down with M.E. Thomas, author ofΒ Confessions of a Sociopath, to explore the nuanced world of psychopathy β from societal perceptions and neurodiversity to capitalism and morality. Together, they unpack how psychopaths function within society, challenge common misconceptions, and examine the impact of sampling bias in research. Their conversation dives into the complex relationship between empathy, narcissism, and identity, touching on everything from immigrant contributions and fictional character relatability to language, writing, and community dynamics. M.E. also shares her personal journey: growing up in the Mormon church, navigating academia, and her therapeutic path toward self-understanding after publishing her book. This wide-ranging discussion ultimately questions what society assumes about morality and suggests that, perhaps, a world with psychopaths isn't as dysfunctional as we think.
M.E. Thomas' website - http://www.sociopathworld.com/
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On this weekβs episode, Iβm joined by Ben Shenton. Ben is a survivor of "The Family," a notorious New Age cult led by Anne Hamilton-Byrne. At 18 months old, Ben was handed over to Hamilton-Byrne, who falsely claimed to be his mother. Within the cult, children were subjected to severe abuse, including forced conformity through identical appearances and strict discipline. In 1987, at age 15, Shenton was among several children rescued during a police raid on the cult's property. βBen has since become an advocate for survivors of cults and abusive environments and works now as a pastor. He authored the book Life Behind The Wire, detailing his experiences within "The Family" and his journey toward healing.
Ben's website - https://www.rescuethefamily.com/
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